read trans girl diaries
this shit is so good

i’ve been in this exact situation before all of my friends growing up hated [] the last time i ever talked to any of them we were eating dinner and they were talking about daytrading or some shit and then someone brought up someone from our class who was either ftm or nb (idk i didn’t know them at all) and i felt like i was going insane because i’d been taking estrogen for several months at that point
anyways read this shit it’s good https://archive.org/details/transgirldiaries/