>mtf tranny

>hanging out in a discord call

>random joke

>friend (drunk) says he’s glad we’re friends

>immediately follows it up with “i need more based trans people in my life”

i hate being a tranny so fucking much, literally can’t even fucking live a day in my life without being reminded that iwnbaw who even gives a shit about anything anymore. Like i felt happy for just a brief moment and then immediately everything was fucking ruined dude and i don’t even know how to bring it up to anyone without sounding like a disgusting fucking triggered troon bc that’s exactly what i am and i hate myself so fucking much dude jesus fucking christ